Been meaning to write this since days but the words won’t come up. As if my brain turned all numb and just like my heart, it couldn’t feel anything anymore. Could not think, could not think straight. Rather peculiar how this attraction to someone could leave drastic effects on a person or his personality. He turns all funny and cheerful or gets his love, his reason to life eradicated; either way he changes. Sometimes the change is all amazing, perhaps the most amazing thing to happen to someone, others it’s just pain. But, however, with the pain, there’s hope, and alongside hope, there’s faith supporting it. And it all breaks down to giving it a shot, or just giving in.
“Pondering over the thoughts
The unbalanced emotions
The pointless commotion
You, us, life, connecting the dots
Ripped apart with a single blow
No happy ever after
No love, no laughter
I do love you still, so and so
All I have lost to this love is my existence
And you still seem unaware
of the gloominess I have to bear
I am still standing hoping for my share in your happiness, from a distance
Those actions we didn’t forsee
Bonded together were us two
Lightning struck, out of the blue
Darkness was all there was to be
Liked each other all along
Felt a feeling
Love all so appealing
To you darling, my heart and soul still belong
Regret is all that I have to carry
Surely, we were friends
How amazingly it used to blend
Nothing can fix this, no fairy
Butterflies and rainbows was all that we see
I love you, you love I
No cries, no goodbyes
Life, how amazing it used to be
Even when you’re not along,
Baby, yours is the only song
That’ll define me for long
For what we shared was a marvelous bond
Easier said than done,
to grab two hearts, make them one
Like head against a gun
Triggered pulled and the heart stun
Valentines it is
Your touch, is what I miss
To have you along, ah, the bliss
Us apart? Seems a bit amiss
Let’s just start over again
Cut through all lines
Escape out of all confines
To get along and eradicate all pain
Humans we were, we are
You be that oxygen without no life
My heart yours be the price
Believers we were, we are
Forgetting the past, a new beginning
Turning to light, illuminating
You and I is what I’m anticipating
Cheerful lives, no hating.”
